Life Is Hard :: E un mondo difficile :: La vie est dificil :: Pinche Vida Dura

2004-07-05T17:08:00.000-05:00

Por qué acá no tengo la opción de poner un título a mis mensajes?

2004-07-04T13:59:00.000-05:00

Main domain still down, time for a move.

2004-06-26T17:34:00.001-05:00

My main domain has been down for several days. Now here is the place where I can sketch new ideas.

2004-06-26T17:34:00.000-05:00

My main domain has been down for several days. Now here is the place where I can sketch new ideas.

2004-06-24T16:03:00.000-05:00

Parece que no charcha.

2004-06-23T18:57:00.000-05:00

2do intento, después de comprobar q falla con la "alternativa".

2004-06-23T18:42:00.001-05:00

Ya va siendo hora de cambiar el diseño de mi diario, ideario.

2004-06-23T18:42:00.000-05:00

Ya va siendo hora de cambiar el diseño de mi diario, ideario.

2004-05-31T15:53:00.000-05:00

This side of the fence looks duller and uglier. This has almost come to an end.

2003-11-26T11:51:00.000-06:00

These days life seems harder than ever. Nothing can get properly done.

2003-11-16T12:58:00.000-06:00

Now I'm considering to start another blog... this seems so lonely but that's my fault. Never did any kind of advertisement about it.

2003-11-13T10:22:00.000-06:00

What to do when a close friend is about to commit suicide? This is not the first time and he doesn't want to take medication. Don't know what to do.

2003-11-12T09:55:00.000-06:00

New bike for riding new heights.

2003-11-09T14:02:00.000-06:00

WC still retains my deepest thoughts. Flush now!

2003-11-06T23:43:00.000-06:00

'unable to open data connection'. That reads like marriage problems.

2003-11-06T00:08:00.000-06:00

Nice thing: I got a job offer at my university. I think a teaching life awaits near the horizon.

2003-11-04T11:06:00.000-06:00

See, those oreo cookies can't mimic a full breakfast, but my hungry isn't that much.

2003-11-03T09:21:00.000-06:00

Three cloudy days are now gone. Welcome back tropical sun.

2003-11-03T00:04:00.000-06:00

Hey, I finally managed to add comments to this blog. Feel free (as in free speech) to share your opinons.

2003-11-02T11:31:00.000-06:00

My graduate thesis is almost finished. I feel super good.

2003-10-29T11:32:00.000-06:00

Well, I found out whay things like these are happening to me everyday: I want to be a radical but don't have the nerves to do it.

2003-10-29T02:10:00.000-06:00

When I'm drunk

Sorting nights inside out just for the sake of being free, for being fair with me and just me. Leaving empty bottles of wine over a tabletop that no waiter wants to take a peek inside. Asking what my frequency is and if the world is in tune with it. I bet is not, not a minute, not a mile, just some gracious and peevish way of telling me I'm not fitting in.

And then your hands, those hands that seems far away and underwater as well.

Tell me I'm pretentious and self-indulgent, that's okey. If I sing "Sapore di mare" with a little more tenderness would you love me? Point is, I'm not longing for a luxury life, just wanting to be by your side, swimming over the honey and milk that drifts from these cerros, from these n?speros. Loving fruits of the earth, with colors equal to none.

Shame on the neighbour who took all of them for her.

Would you stay awake late with me... no. That's a frantic call on the wilderness. I know it's ilegal but it's real.

So is my screen. Time to finish up.

2003-10-28T10:35:00.000-06:00

Never play a gig without getting paid at least half the stipulated rate.

2003-10-25T12:12:00.000-05:00

She won't show me her feet, not even a glimpse of a toe. That's what music is for.

2003-10-24T10:58:00.000-05:00

Who's insane enough to sneeze after snooze?

2003-10-23T09:39:00.000-05:00

Yeah, life is hard. Nowhere to look out.

2003-10-21T19:43:00.000-05:00

There was, as stated on my other site:Trikinhuelas an interruption on the Internet service and I was offline for almost 3 days. That was painful, other time I remeber having this same feeling was back in 1994 when, for my own good, decided to stop using Internet. It seemed (then and now) that life was worthless, didn't have a meaning and empty in a surrealistic sense. I mean, it was full of life but none of the things that matters (pun intended) where present.

This is scary, ain't it?. Or for some people I know it's scary. Not for me, not even the first time.

2003-10-18T17:46:00.000-05:00

The cat is sleeping over the car. Good.

2003-10-18T12:26:00.000-05:00

Allergic Reactions

Me and my nose, dripping the remains of the inhaled bugs that float like dust over the saturday sunbeam that silently lands on my feet.

Exciting sneezes and woobly sounds. Black water that flows from the faucet. Lots of frustration.

2003-10-14T00:49:00.000-05:00

Feeling sick. Fire in my stomach, in my throat. Going for some medicine. This is what happens to working people, with pressure on their lives, but me? I can't understand. I could if I drank or smoke but not me.

Fire in a hole in my abdomen.

2003-10-11T12:44:00.000-05:00

Those aluminum boxes are really heavy, but that's a consecuence of being Heavy Duty.

Thursday I went with this girl to watch a soccer game and, between shouts and noises, she asked me lots of things. Then I got back to the lab and at 8pm I went to see a movie. It's called "The Other Side Of The Bed", very very funny. And guess who was one of the main actresses? Paz Vega, a really nice girl that I like very much.

This are only good news.

2003-10-08T22:17:00.000-05:00

BLOGGER

Aluminum boxes are being made, they were cheap and also custom-made. Great value.

2003-10-07T09:18:00.000-05:00

Continuing last story:

To me, it seems that whenever you find somebody that you haven't seen for years lots of memories come back suddenly. Details you didn't even remeberd or maybe that you wouldn't want to take a minute to grab them again. This time I'm grabbing all I can.

This girl was only 6 years old when I had 13. My first impression whas that she was so little and her backpack so big. I also made an impression into her as I later knew. Her sister, with was in the same class as me, told me --My sister asked me about that cute boy, she says that you're so handsome.

This was starting to sound like Chuck Berry's "Memphis, Tenesse", best heard in the voice of John Lennon and with music played by The Beatles in the double album Live At The BBC.

As she lived few blocks away from my own home I could be found frequently at her house, homeworking with her sister, chatting with her mother, playing with her or, one of the most memorables episodes of that time, playing harmonica with her father, telling him that I didn't mind if my harmonica went from my mouth to his since I tought that saliva was the same for everyone in the world. So we became "saliva brothers".

Then I was always amazed with the motorcycle at the front door of her house. It was an old motorcycle with, could you belive?, a side car. And in front of the house was a park and I was there all the afternoons for almost 3 years.

And all that came and went. I moved to another city, far away from that family which was a big part of me and for a time I still was in touch, going there on vacation, sending letters and ocasionally calling them on the phone. Then I lost contact and just barely knew something when her sister sent me a few emails. But I think there was about 6 years where I didn't knew nothing.

Now I find her in the same university as me and taking classes right above the lab where I'm for the most part of the day. I asked her if she remembered me, she said yes and briefly told me about her sister getting married in 3 months, about her year in France and if I rememberd that she used to call me dad. Of course I rememberd, how that can be forgotten?

Until now, that all. Send comments to loauc@hotpop.com. Share your similar experiences.

2003-10-07T00:00:00.000-05:00

I just found a friend from long time ago. It's a really special person and that can only mean good times are coming. It's almost time to leave Life Is Hard and start something more hopeful.

2003-10-05T11:46:00.000-05:00

This morning I tried to stream using [dyne:bolic] but I kept getting an error, just after I made the connection. I have an account and there was another stream showing up on their page but I just couldn't get it to work.

2003-10-04T10:54:00.000-05:00

Now I'm really interested in getting some aluminium boxes for my electric circuits. Here I can't find any chassis manufacturer nearby so I'm going to look in the little aluminium workshops that exist all around the town.

2003-10-02T10:34:00.000-05:00

October 2nd will never be forgotten. 35 years before hundreds of students were murdered by mexican soldiers. Just to show how tough the government hand could be.

2003-10-01T10:16:00.000-05:00

My computer is going haywire. Strange things happen now and then. It surely is possesed by some poltergeist and definitely I'll find it and get rid of it.

2003-09-28T16:24:00.000-05:00

Yesterday we played in a bar. The sound was awful but the playing was good and we got paid something. Then we made a little party in the drummer's house and for a time it was good, then another group of people came and then the party was theirs so we started to left one after another.

Today I woke up at noon and went to eat something with the other band that slept at my house, then they left and I prepared my first Real Rice Horchata ever, now it's on the freezer waiting to get cold and refreshing.

2003-09-27T09:52:00.000-05:00

Le Petit Dimanche

Aujourd hui le soleil est jolie. La matin n'est pas chaude et mon coeur est dans tes mains.

2003-09-26T22:00:00.000-05:00

My other weblog is malfunctioning, it's slow, my changes don't appear when I make them and tables aren't well behaved. NO NO NO

2003-09-26T20:58:00.000-05:00

Friday and nothing important to do.

2003-09-25T23:55:00.000-05:00

Nuevos colores, these are specially designed for relief and to avoid eye fatigue.

2003-09-25T10:16:00.000-05:00

My missing albums:

- Gorillaz
- Steven Brown Nine Rain
- Chili Peppers - Freaky Styley
- Beastie Boys - The In Sound From Way Out
- Manu Chao - Clandestino
- Chili Peppers - Mother's Milk

2003-09-25T00:35:00.000-05:00

What's the purpose of an RSS feed? Don't understand anything but I think it's useful. I had calzone for dinner and it was salty, never had as much thirst as I do right now. But my horchata was pink-colored so I decided to stay away. Big bottle of water was empty so now I'm here helping M in her quest to the ultimate antidoping deceptive test.

Thanks bloggers for making me short of time.

2003-09-24T08:21:00.000-05:00

My breakfast: some rice cereal and FeCl vapor. That's as harmful as it can be, but I'm in the middle of making 4 pcbs and that's what it needs to be done.

2003-09-23T23:58:00.000-05:00

Poor little sister, she is sick and feels bad. Best hopes and get wells. Mom is on the way.

2003-09-23T10:24:00.000-05:00

Something to consider: you can be friends with somebody but don't expect to be all the time with that person around you. BUT there are people who stick to you and never leave you alone. Now they are your friends but how do you tell them you don't want a full-time friend around when you're involved with other tasks?

2003-09-22T18:30:00.000-05:00

This is sad: I had this movie Sex and Lucia and now it doesn't play anymore. Sad for me 'cause I love it, it's a cute movie, and the girl's pretty.

2003-09-22T15:21:00.000-05:00

Para comer: arroz chino

yuju juju

2003-09-22T15:10:00.000-05:00

hearing now john lennon singing c. berry rock and roll music in the Beatles Live at The BBC. Loving this w.bloggar so much it's a shame it doesn't work with my other weblog.

Wondering how can I enable comments on my posts...

2003-09-22T10:18:00.000-05:00

Now trying this w.bloggar. Hope it behaves fine.

2003-09-22T10:16:00.000-05:00

Today is a monday and it's not my day. Last night I typed until 3 am and this morning since 7.30 am there was people knocking the door, wife going to the gym, gettig back from it, phone ringing and hungry dogs barking. I don't wish anybody this kind of monday.

2003-09-22T00:04:00.000-05:00

A todos los terrestres que les aviso del blog me dicen "y qué vas a poner?, seguro que -- hoy estuve todo el día frente a la computadora --". Chingao, pos si si llevo una vida como la de cualquiera.

2003-09-21T23:45:00.000-05:00

Posting new stuff from now. Today is a sad day 'cause my wife lost the diamond in her wedding ring. I didn't have nothing to say. I feel stupid in this akward situations but I really can't blame her, these things happen, but boy they are painful.